Its 9:30PM and I'm still struggling to get some sleep, I know your far away from me and all I could think about is HIM. Every 5min I spring up in my bed to shake off his thoughts but eventually drift into his thoughts once again. I got up to grab a glass of water, I wondered what he was doing tonight. SHUT UP! I said to myself. I have been thinking too about him lately and ever since he mentioned about the ride he promised and fixed out a date on 13Th i.e., tomorrow, its killing me even more.. Oh! talking about "HE" you can call him krish! krish is my longest crush ever! longer then the crush I was having on Ashton kutcher. :P 5.9" with a fair complexion deep brown eyes and athletically built, that's exactly what makes men handsome. Beep Beep! a text message interrupting my mind trip, I was hoping it was krish.
Krish:
Good night :)...
Me:
Good night.. sleep ti8 :)..
Kirsh it is! I said to myself and jumped back into my bed held my pillow to my head trying hard to hold off all the mental pictures of krish! Beep Beep!
Krish:
sleepy?
Me:
Nah! trying to.
Krish:
Me too.
Me:
May be we should get some sleep we need to wake up early tomorrow ;)
Krish:
yeah! good night than :)
It is now 10:30PM, I told myself I don't care and Krish was none of my business but as I lay in bed all those memories came flooding back.. I adore him and every part of him :P his little dimples, beautiful eyes, lovely smile...I'm getting chills just thinking about it ;) every time I see him , I feel more energetic and more happy by those feelings, I carelessly concluded that, I like him.. alotttt, 24*7 :P!! To put all this into simple words he is my SUPERB one I do not expect him to like me back, I know I am not worthy . I feel he is superior, Krish always seem so cool and in control and I look at him in awe. :) and I wish I could tell him its been the most amazing 6 months of my life. ;) it than struck me that its half past eleven! Damn! hes coloring my world! krish is all I'm thinking of? why? I started questing myself and half an hour passed away while I still cant figure out WHY! so I decided to text krish.
ME:
Gud mrng baby :)
*Beep*Beep*
you can guess who ;)
After a little text-ing and giggling we once again decided to crash in! For the next couple of hours it was Krish Krish and more Krish running around in my mind. <3_<3
6 A.M. yessss! I quickly hoped out my bed, jumped into my jeans, faked out a story, ;) managed a friend to accompany me and made it out :D Sweet! I said to myself with an impious smile on my face. We were in our spot waiting for Krish, my Kirsh :P and speak of the devil, Krish showed up :D My heart was full when he came. The voices in my head told me to go over and talk to him but all I could do is stare! He was nervous yet excited I could see it in his eyes (: . I got on to his bike. The first things I noticed on him were his gorgeous, breathtaking eyes and lips from the rear view mirror, I blushed! Hid myself behind him. he he he he giggled. For a minute there I thought I had died and gone to heaven, somebody pinch me!
Ouch! he actually pinched me.
What! i said...
He smiled, without a second thought i hit him on his shoulder.
Heeyyyy!! he said..
He quickly accelerated his bike and drove into the shrunken gap between a R.T.C and an auto, I unintentionally griped his shoulder to balance, that moment! that particular moment i was on cloud 9 :D :D :D . I wasn't scared.. for me, he's the best driver I've ever known (apart from me). :P
Slow down.. I said as I dint want to end this divine moment any faster.
okay okay! Finally! we did it ;).. he said.
yeaahhhh!! i said with a smile spreading on my face.
Yes! Finally! After 2 weeks of planning and one sleepless night the wait is over and I see myself leading to the most perfect, happy time, filled with tons of roller coaster rides along the way...
Are you still nervous? he said.. pausing my thoughts.
uummm!! i don't know, i kinda feel strange I'm definitely not scared of the thought that what if anyone figures out? but you know your worth taking a risk ;) i said and hit him by his shoulder again..
He pinched me back and we giggled, i slowly laid my hands around his waist and tickled :P he hit me but that dint make me stop :Pand then i realized with him life is 100000000000 times more fun. i looked above it was sunless, the sky is darkened and to make my day more romantic all i could hope is to shower down on us ;) i turned back to him and let the cool breeze fan me as he drove off. My attention drifted onto his t-shirt it was a cool shade of yellow, on it was written
Run to the beat of your own Drummer.
Run easy?
I am what I am.
Drummer! i repeated again.
I know Krish has an all time passion of being a drummer, I often see him tapping a beat in class.
I got you something .. he said
What is it? i said with a child like glee..
I know he will bring something yummy to eat for me. He then quickly took out amul flavoured milk and gave it to me.
Awwwww!!
I felt like an idiot for not getting him anything #shame, he opened lid with his teeth and offered me I had a sip and it was good, he is the biggest kid i ever met ;) . It than started to drizzle, I shifted my eyes from the rear view mirror to his t-shirt back and that's when I noticed his bare neck covered with droplets of rain, just like dew drops on a flower, it was beautiful. My dirty mind wondered how he would taste like :P Snap out of it you moron my inner soul dominated my dirty mind, I slipped out those thoughts and we than chatted about regular stuff college, friends, we laughed, teased and every once in a while I looked at the rear view mirror and realized he looked more handsome ;) we rode for 40min! 40 minutes of pure happiness .. :P we halted at a place so that I could switch to my friends moped and head back home. I wish i could rewind the time and freeze it forever. I got on to my friends moped I turned back and smiled waved him bye and "blew a kiss" :P (Kidding ..). I turned again and viewed my best sight, he was wet! :P
I got back home and I had no idea how I spent the rest of the day thinking of him! Aftermath of ride is weird, I smiled at 100 strangers, I carved his name on leaf and placed it safely in my book, researched my family tree and realized how pointless it was, pretended to be invisible with my dog and whispered in its ear "don't mind me I'm invisible" :| it freaked out though and lastly spent an another sleepless night writing my lively experience with my baby :).. At 11:59 P.m I text-ed Krish how i felt about the amazing 40minutes.
ME:
dear Krish, today when i was with you, you really made me feel special. I hope you know how much you mean to me. You did something to me that no one ever did. You gave me the most amazing feeling :) And I'm still not sure what I have done to be so lucky to have u in my life :) my amazing friend slpti8.
wake up! its 9A.m, I heard someone screaming and I drowsily ignored it. I can feel something wet on my cheek I tried to open my eyes I couldn't then i heard aloud booowww!! I freaked out, ! I had just woken up from a deep slumber by the untimely bark. I looked at the clock it was 9:20 I quickly ran to the calender it showed 13.08.2011.
DAMN! All this was a DREAM? All this time i have been dreaming and none of this is real. I cursed myself! and I cursed my dog for waking me up!. I quickly ran into kitchen and asked my mom if today is 13Th? she looked at me as if i had gone mad and replied a"yes" in disgust. It was creepy.
Later that evening I was telling my best friend Maddie about my princess dream I received a text message from krish.
Krish:
A lovely quote:
you know why people say that you don't fell sleepy when your in love?
Cause for the first time you have found something beautiful than your dreams.
good evening :)
Am I in love?? Sweet Dream I said to myself.. ;)
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