If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss.

I was walking down sideways of the street I noticed a small stone right next to my shoe I started staring at the stone and been thinking it out to myself why this crazy little things could make me gone insane, it feels like everyday was full of happiness and surprises. Honk! honk! a bike horn had cut short the figment of my imagination, I looked around I saw my dream crush in a white shirt and blue jeans looking stunning on the other side of the road waving at me . Hey I said and smiled couldn't help he got the effect on me, crossed the road and got on to his bike.

where are we going now? I said..

your temporarily being kidnapped..Sath spoke his piece..

Sath! Tall, fair and heavenly handsome, every girl practically loved sath he was gorgeous, he looked as if he stepped out of a model ad for Tommy Hilfiger. It wasn't just his looks the boy had a personality,warm, intelligence, humor, trustful i could go all day gabbling about this Greek god. I always wanted to just be with him and do something sweet ;) but I was just an another average girl with ordinary looks so it was quite obvious that there was nothing "serious" in between the two of us. We drove off for awhile and then we passed by a group of girls who were just talking among themselves.

Care to maintain some distance, girls are watching me.. he gushed out.

shut up! I said..

I moved even more closer and slid my hands over his jeans. I turned back and yelled at the girl

We are just friends.. :P

I like that.. he mumbled..

I heard that.. I sheepishly grin..

I like him with all my heart and sometimes I thought may be he secretly like me too, however i know I never have a chance with him.The busy traffic roads just cleared up and then we came up onto a pleasant road, tress everywhere, very few people here and there staring at us as if we were making out in public, that didn't stop me anyway. I allowed my eyes to skip skyward a few clouds sailed by across the deep blue summer sky.

Its beautiful.. I said.

I know, Its one of my favorites.. He said and smiled a little..

But I have seen something more beautiful.. I responded

what is it?.. He said.

It's not what. It's who and that who is you. I flirted shamelessly ;)

Liar.. He said and laughed.

There is magic in every laughter, every touch and every moment was worthwhile. My thoughts were selfish and I thought only of him and about his eyes, lips and the intolerable cuteness hidden in them. I wondered what word could ever fit to define his beauty.

Can we go any faster.. I said

Are you sure? He asked...

Of course I am ... I said..

Okay! Than.. Grab me if your scared.. he said.

Are you sure?? I asked with a wicked smile ;)

Always, he said and sped off..

He scared the pants off me! First I held him by his shoulder and then I had my hands all around his buff abs! It was embarrassingly stupid but somewhere deep inside something stirred me up. Is it the perfume? The speed? The touch? Or is it HIM? I had no control. I couldn't keep my hands off him and I needed a relief. I slipped my hands all around him and held him tight. Gosh! It felt great. I haven't realized where and when he slowed down, i slowly rested my face with my lips pressing his shoulder, slid my hand on to his heart and felt his heart beating a sweet fragrance uprooted me! He smelt great. :P I pulled myself closer to him by grabbing a small part of his shirt and cling-ed on to him firmly. Neither of us spoke for awhile, I have no idea what was running through his mind at that moment but I wanted him to know that I liked him all this time and i wanted the secret to die with me. Now I wonder if all this is limerence or true love I was feeling for him?

Where is your license? I asked breaking the silence.

Its here, he said and handed it to me from his wallet.

I was looking at the tiny photograph of him and smiled at his innocent looks.

Where is your C-book, registration documents etc. I asked ..

What are you? Traffic police? He asked handing over it to me..

Yeah! I am and your fined! I said..

For what? He asked smiling at me.

Don't argue with me. I said Pretending to be flushed in rage.

Your not getting it back.. I popped off

Fine. I have an extra license. He uttered

Your call!I said putting them in my back pack.

Wait! wait! your demands are? He spoke out.

Well.. Lets see.. How about a Kiss?? :P

KISS! he shrieked out.

He he he I giggled and we reached our destination, where I had to let go of his shirt and bid bye.

I got down his bike, stepped closer to him and whispered in his ear If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss. I handed back his license while he was still starting at me, winked and walked down.

If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss not bad I said to myslef. ;)

Dream come A.L.I.V.E

Its 9:30PM and I'm still struggling to get some sleep, I know your far away from me and all I could think about is HIM. Every 5min I spring up in my bed to shake off his thoughts but eventually drift into his thoughts once again. I got up to grab a glass of water, I wondered what he was doing tonight. SHUT UP! I said to myself. I have been thinking too about him lately and ever since he mentioned about the ride he promised and fixed out a date on 13Th i.e., tomorrow, its killing me even more.. Oh! talking about "HE" you can call him krish! krish is my longest crush ever! longer then the crush I was having on Ashton kutcher. :P 5.9" with a fair complexion deep brown eyes and athletically built, that's exactly what makes men handsome. Beep Beep! a text message interrupting my mind trip, I was hoping it was krish.

Krish:

Good night :)...

Me:

Good night.. sleep ti8 :)..

Kirsh it is! I said to myself and jumped back into my bed held my pillow to my head trying hard to hold off all the mental pictures of krish! Beep Beep!

Krish:

sleepy?

Me:

Nah! trying to.

Krish:

Me too.

Me:

May be we should get some sleep we need to wake up early tomorrow ;)

Krish:

yeah! good night than :)

It is now 10:30PM, I told myself I don't care and Krish was none of my business but as I lay in bed all those memories came flooding back.. I adore him and every part of him :P his little dimples, beautiful eyes, lovely smile...I'm getting chills just thinking about it ;) every time I see him , I feel more energetic and more happy by those feelings, I carelessly concluded that, I like him.. alotttt, 24*7 :P!! To put all this into simple words he is my SUPERB one I do not expect him to like me back, I know I am not worthy . I feel he is superior, Krish always seem so cool and in control and I look at him in awe. :) and I wish I could tell him its been the most amazing 6 months of my life. ;) it than struck me that its half past eleven! Damn! hes coloring my world! krish is all I'm thinking of? why? I started questing myself and half an hour passed away while I still cant figure out WHY! so I decided to text krish.

ME:

Gud mrng baby :)

*Beep*Beep*

you can guess who ;)

After a little text-ing and giggling we once again decided to crash in! For the next couple of hours it was Krish Krish and more Krish running around in my mind. <3_<3

6 A.M. yessss! I quickly hoped out my bed, jumped into my jeans, faked out a story, ;) managed a friend to accompany me and made it out :D Sweet! I said to myself with an impious smile on my face. We were in our spot waiting for Krish, my Kirsh :P and speak of the devil, Krish showed up :D My heart was full when he came. The voices in my head told me to go over and talk to him but all I could do is stare! He was nervous yet excited I could see it in his eyes (: . I got on to his bike. The first things I noticed on him were his gorgeous, breathtaking eyes and lips from the rear view mirror, I blushed! Hid myself behind him. he he he he giggled. For a minute there I thought I had died and gone to heaven, somebody pinch me!

Ouch! he actually pinched me.

What! i said...

He smiled, without a second thought i hit him on his shoulder.

Heeyyyy!! he said..

He quickly accelerated his bike and drove into the shrunken gap between a R.T.C and an auto, I unintentionally griped his shoulder to balance, that moment! that particular moment i was on cloud 9 :D :D :D . I wasn't scared.. for me, he's the best driver I've ever known (apart from me). :P

Slow down.. I said as I dint want to end this divine moment any faster.

okay okay! Finally! we did it ;).. he said.

yeaahhhh!! i said with a smile spreading on my face.

Yes! Finally! After 2 weeks of planning and one sleepless night the wait is over and I see myself leading to the most perfect, happy time, filled with tons of roller coaster rides along the way...

Are you still nervous? he said.. pausing my thoughts.

uummm!! i don't know, i kinda feel strange I'm definitely not scared of the thought that what if anyone figures out? but you know your worth taking a risk ;) i said and hit him by his shoulder again..

He pinched me back and we giggled, i slowly laid my hands around his waist and tickled :P he hit me but that dint make me stop :Pand then i realized with him life is 100000000000 times more fun. i looked above it was sunless, the sky is darkened and to make my day more romantic all i could hope is to shower down on us ;) i turned back to him and let the cool breeze fan me as he drove off. My attention drifted onto his t-shirt it was a cool shade of yellow, on it was written

Run to the beat of your own Drummer.

Run easy?

I am what I am.

Drummer! i repeated again.

I know Krish has an all time passion of being a drummer, I often see him tapping a beat in class.

I got you something .. he said

What is it? i said with a child like glee..

I know he will bring something yummy to eat for me. He then quickly took out amul flavoured milk and gave it to me.

Awwwww!!

I felt like an idiot for not getting him anything #shame, he opened lid with his teeth and offered me I had a sip and it was good, he is the biggest kid i ever met ;) . It than started to drizzle, I shifted my eyes from the rear view mirror to his t-shirt back and that's when I noticed his bare neck covered with droplets of rain, just like dew drops on a flower, it was beautiful. My dirty mind wondered how he would taste like :P Snap out of it you moron my inner soul dominated my dirty mind, I slipped out those thoughts and we than chatted about regular stuff college, friends, we laughed, teased and every once in a while I looked at the rear view mirror and realized he looked more handsome ;) we rode for 40min! 40 minutes of pure happiness .. :P we halted at a place so that I could switch to my friends moped and head back home. I wish i could rewind the time and freeze it forever. I got on to my friends moped I turned back and smiled waved him bye and "blew a kiss" :P (Kidding ..). I turned again and viewed my best sight, he was wet! :P

I got back home and I had no idea how I spent the rest of the day thinking of him! Aftermath of ride is weird, I smiled at 100 strangers, I carved his name on leaf and placed it safely in my book, researched my family tree and realized how pointless it was, pretended to be invisible with my dog and whispered in its ear "don't mind me I'm invisible" :| it freaked out though and lastly spent an another sleepless night writing my lively experience with my baby :).. At 11:59 P.m I text-ed Krish how i felt about the amazing 40minutes.

ME:

dear Krish, today when i was with you, you really made me feel special. I hope you know how much you mean to me. You did something to me that no one ever did. You gave me the most amazing feeling :) And I'm still not sure what I have done to be so lucky to have u in my life :) my amazing friend slpti8.

wake up! its 9A.m, I heard someone screaming and I drowsily ignored it. I can feel something wet on my cheek I tried to open my eyes I couldn't then i heard aloud booowww!! I freaked out, ! I had just woken up from a deep slumber by the untimely bark. I looked at the clock it was 9:20 I quickly ran to the calender it showed 13.08.2011.

DAMN! All this was a DREAM? All this time i have been dreaming and none of this is real. I cursed myself! and I cursed my dog for waking me up!. I quickly ran into kitchen and asked my mom if today is 13Th? she looked at me as if i had gone mad and replied a"yes" in disgust. It was creepy.

Later that evening I was telling my best friend Maddie about my princess dream I received a text message from krish.

Krish:

A lovely quote:

you know why people say that you don't fell sleepy when your in love?

Cause for the first time you have found something beautiful than your dreams.

good evening :)

Am I in love?? Sweet Dream I said to myself.. ;)