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9:00 pm or 9:00 am! Too much of you.

9:00 pm I'm super sleepy.

9:20 pm Where is my I pod?

9:45 pm More music.

10:00 pm I'm still awake. Your on my mind.

10:10 pm I think of your eyes. Those deep brown eyes.

10:24 pm I smile.

10:55 pm I try to sleep again.

11:20 pm Your still on my mind.

11:45 pm Get out of my head.

12:00 am I still cant sleep.

12:30 am I think of your lips.

1:00 am More dreaming.

1:10 am I wish you were here.

1:24 am You and me under my blanket. In my bed.

2:00 am With your arm around me.

3:00 am Its chilly outside, so we have to cuddle little closer.

4:00 am You. you. And more you.

5:00 am God! You are really disturbing.

6:00 am Your in my heart. I finally fall asleep.

7:00 am I get ready for the day.

9:00 am Damn! hes coming. Act normal.

If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss.

I was walking down sideways of the street I noticed a small stone right next to my shoe I started staring at the stone and been thinking it out to myself why this crazy little things could make me gone insane, it feels like everyday was full of happiness and surprises. Honk! honk! a bike horn had cut short the figment of my imagination, I looked around I saw my dream crush in a white shirt and blue jeans looking stunning on the other side of the road waving at me . Hey I said and smiled couldn't help he got the effect on me, crossed the road and got on to his bike.

where are we going now? I said..

your temporarily being kidnapped..Sath spoke his piece..

Sath! Tall, fair and heavenly handsome, every girl practically loved sath he was gorgeous, he looked as if he stepped out of a model ad for Tommy Hilfiger. It wasn't just his looks the boy had a personality,warm, intelligence, humor, trustful i could go all day gabbling about this Greek god. I always wanted to just be with him and do something sweet ;) but I was just an another average girl with ordinary looks so it was quite obvious that there was nothing "serious" in between the two of us. We drove off for awhile and then we passed by a group of girls who were just talking among themselves.

Care to maintain some distance, girls are watching me.. he gushed out.

shut up! I said..

I moved even more closer and slid my hands over his jeans. I turned back and yelled at the girl

We are just friends.. :P

I like that.. he mumbled..

I heard that.. I sheepishly grin..

I like him with all my heart and sometimes I thought may be he secretly like me too, however i know I never have a chance with him.The busy traffic roads just cleared up and then we came up onto a pleasant road, tress everywhere, very few people here and there staring at us as if we were making out in public, that didn't stop me anyway. I allowed my eyes to skip skyward a few clouds sailed by across the deep blue summer sky.

Its beautiful.. I said.

I know, Its one of my favorites.. He said and smiled a little..

But I have seen something more beautiful.. I responded

what is it?.. He said.

It's not what. It's who and that who is you. I flirted shamelessly ;)

Liar.. He said and laughed.

There is magic in every laughter, every touch and every moment was worthwhile. My thoughts were selfish and I thought only of him and about his eyes, lips and the intolerable cuteness hidden in them. I wondered what word could ever fit to define his beauty.

Can we go any faster.. I said

Are you sure? He asked...

Of course I am ... I said..

Okay! Than.. Grab me if your scared.. he said.

Are you sure?? I asked with a wicked smile ;)

Always, he said and sped off..

He scared the pants off me! First I held him by his shoulder and then I had my hands all around his buff abs! It was embarrassingly stupid but somewhere deep inside something stirred me up. Is it the perfume? The speed? The touch? Or is it HIM? I had no control. I couldn't keep my hands off him and I needed a relief. I slipped my hands all around him and held him tight. Gosh! It felt great. I haven't realized where and when he slowed down, i slowly rested my face with my lips pressing his shoulder, slid my hand on to his heart and felt his heart beating a sweet fragrance uprooted me! He smelt great. :P I pulled myself closer to him by grabbing a small part of his shirt and cling-ed on to him firmly. Neither of us spoke for awhile, I have no idea what was running through his mind at that moment but I wanted him to know that I liked him all this time and i wanted the secret to die with me. Now I wonder if all this is limerence or true love I was feeling for him?

Where is your license? I asked breaking the silence.

Its here, he said and handed it to me from his wallet.

I was looking at the tiny photograph of him and smiled at his innocent looks.

Where is your C-book, registration documents etc. I asked ..

What are you? Traffic police? He asked handing over it to me..

Yeah! I am and your fined! I said..

For what? He asked smiling at me.

Don't argue with me. I said Pretending to be flushed in rage.

Your not getting it back.. I popped off

Fine. I have an extra license. He uttered

Your call!I said putting them in my back pack.

Wait! wait! your demands are? He spoke out.

Well.. Lets see.. How about a Kiss?? :P

KISS! he shrieked out.

He he he I giggled and we reached our destination, where I had to let go of his shirt and bid bye.

I got down his bike, stepped closer to him and whispered in his ear If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss. I handed back his license while he was still starting at me, winked and walked down.

If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss not bad I said to myslef. ;)

Dream come A.L.I.V.E

Its 9:30PM and I'm still struggling to get some sleep, I know your far away from me and all I could think about is HIM. Every 5min I spring up in my bed to shake off his thoughts but eventually drift into his thoughts once again. I got up to grab a glass of water, I wondered what he was doing tonight. SHUT UP! I said to myself. I have been thinking too about him lately and ever since he mentioned about the ride he promised and fixed out a date on 13Th i.e., tomorrow, its killing me even more.. Oh! talking about "HE" you can call him krish! krish is my longest crush ever! longer then the crush I was having on Ashton kutcher. :P 5.9" with a fair complexion deep brown eyes and athletically built, that's exactly what makes men handsome. Beep Beep! a text message interrupting my mind trip, I was hoping it was krish.

Krish:

Good night :)...

Me:

Good night.. sleep ti8 :)..

Kirsh it is! I said to myself and jumped back into my bed held my pillow to my head trying hard to hold off all the mental pictures of krish! Beep Beep!

Krish:

sleepy?

Me:

Nah! trying to.

Krish:

Me too.

Me:

May be we should get some sleep we need to wake up early tomorrow ;)

Krish:

yeah! good night than :)

It is now 10:30PM, I told myself I don't care and Krish was none of my business but as I lay in bed all those memories came flooding back.. I adore him and every part of him :P his little dimples, beautiful eyes, lovely smile...I'm getting chills just thinking about it ;) every time I see him , I feel more energetic and more happy by those feelings, I carelessly concluded that, I like him.. alotttt, 24*7 :P!! To put all this into simple words he is my SUPERB one I do not expect him to like me back, I know I am not worthy . I feel he is superior, Krish always seem so cool and in control and I look at him in awe. :) and I wish I could tell him its been the most amazing 6 months of my life. ;) it than struck me that its half past eleven! Damn! hes coloring my world! krish is all I'm thinking of? why? I started questing myself and half an hour passed away while I still cant figure out WHY! so I decided to text krish.

ME:

Gud mrng baby :)

*Beep*Beep*

you can guess who ;)

After a little text-ing and giggling we once again decided to crash in! For the next couple of hours it was Krish Krish and more Krish running around in my mind. <3_<3

6 A.M. yessss! I quickly hoped out my bed, jumped into my jeans, faked out a story, ;) managed a friend to accompany me and made it out :D Sweet! I said to myself with an impious smile on my face. We were in our spot waiting for Krish, my Kirsh :P and speak of the devil, Krish showed up :D My heart was full when he came. The voices in my head told me to go over and talk to him but all I could do is stare! He was nervous yet excited I could see it in his eyes (: . I got on to his bike. The first things I noticed on him were his gorgeous, breathtaking eyes and lips from the rear view mirror, I blushed! Hid myself behind him. he he he he giggled. For a minute there I thought I had died and gone to heaven, somebody pinch me!

Ouch! he actually pinched me.

What! i said...

He smiled, without a second thought i hit him on his shoulder.

Heeyyyy!! he said..

He quickly accelerated his bike and drove into the shrunken gap between a R.T.C and an auto, I unintentionally griped his shoulder to balance, that moment! that particular moment i was on cloud 9 :D :D :D . I wasn't scared.. for me, he's the best driver I've ever known (apart from me). :P

Slow down.. I said as I dint want to end this divine moment any faster.

okay okay! Finally! we did it ;).. he said.

yeaahhhh!! i said with a smile spreading on my face.

Yes! Finally! After 2 weeks of planning and one sleepless night the wait is over and I see myself leading to the most perfect, happy time, filled with tons of roller coaster rides along the way...

Are you still nervous? he said.. pausing my thoughts.

uummm!! i don't know, i kinda feel strange I'm definitely not scared of the thought that what if anyone figures out? but you know your worth taking a risk ;) i said and hit him by his shoulder again..

He pinched me back and we giggled, i slowly laid my hands around his waist and tickled :P he hit me but that dint make me stop :Pand then i realized with him life is 100000000000 times more fun. i looked above it was sunless, the sky is darkened and to make my day more romantic all i could hope is to shower down on us ;) i turned back to him and let the cool breeze fan me as he drove off. My attention drifted onto his t-shirt it was a cool shade of yellow, on it was written

Run to the beat of your own Drummer.

Run easy?

I am what I am.

Drummer! i repeated again.

I know Krish has an all time passion of being a drummer, I often see him tapping a beat in class.

I got you something .. he said

What is it? i said with a child like glee..

I know he will bring something yummy to eat for me. He then quickly took out amul flavoured milk and gave it to me.

Awwwww!!

I felt like an idiot for not getting him anything #shame, he opened lid with his teeth and offered me I had a sip and it was good, he is the biggest kid i ever met ;) . It than started to drizzle, I shifted my eyes from the rear view mirror to his t-shirt back and that's when I noticed his bare neck covered with droplets of rain, just like dew drops on a flower, it was beautiful. My dirty mind wondered how he would taste like :P Snap out of it you moron my inner soul dominated my dirty mind, I slipped out those thoughts and we than chatted about regular stuff college, friends, we laughed, teased and every once in a while I looked at the rear view mirror and realized he looked more handsome ;) we rode for 40min! 40 minutes of pure happiness .. :P we halted at a place so that I could switch to my friends moped and head back home. I wish i could rewind the time and freeze it forever. I got on to my friends moped I turned back and smiled waved him bye and "blew a kiss" :P (Kidding ..). I turned again and viewed my best sight, he was wet! :P

I got back home and I had no idea how I spent the rest of the day thinking of him! Aftermath of ride is weird, I smiled at 100 strangers, I carved his name on leaf and placed it safely in my book, researched my family tree and realized how pointless it was, pretended to be invisible with my dog and whispered in its ear "don't mind me I'm invisible" :| it freaked out though and lastly spent an another sleepless night writing my lively experience with my baby :).. At 11:59 P.m I text-ed Krish how i felt about the amazing 40minutes.

ME:

dear Krish, today when i was with you, you really made me feel special. I hope you know how much you mean to me. You did something to me that no one ever did. You gave me the most amazing feeling :) And I'm still not sure what I have done to be so lucky to have u in my life :) my amazing friend slpti8.

wake up! its 9A.m, I heard someone screaming and I drowsily ignored it. I can feel something wet on my cheek I tried to open my eyes I couldn't then i heard aloud booowww!! I freaked out, ! I had just woken up from a deep slumber by the untimely bark. I looked at the clock it was 9:20 I quickly ran to the calender it showed 13.08.2011.

DAMN! All this was a DREAM? All this time i have been dreaming and none of this is real. I cursed myself! and I cursed my dog for waking me up!. I quickly ran into kitchen and asked my mom if today is 13Th? she looked at me as if i had gone mad and replied a"yes" in disgust. It was creepy.

Later that evening I was telling my best friend Maddie about my princess dream I received a text message from krish.

Krish:

A lovely quote:

you know why people say that you don't fell sleepy when your in love?

Cause for the first time you have found something beautiful than your dreams.

good evening :)

Am I in love?? Sweet Dream I said to myself.. ;)

I burst out laughing every time I see it .. :D

Marge Simpson: How did the pig tracks get on the ceiling?
[cuts to Homer holding a pig to the ceiling]

Homer Simpson: [singing Tune to Spider-Man Theme Song]

SPIDER PIG SPIDER PIG

Does whatever a SPIDER PIG does

Can he swing

From a web

No he cant

He's a pig

LOOK OOOUUUTTT!!!!

He is a SPIDER PIG!!

And then after awhile Spider pig is transformed into..

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Tadddaaaa!!

Its Harry plopper...

Bittu..

Name: Bittu

Sex: Male

Age: 3 1/2 months

Height: 3 feet

Weight: 20 kg's

When Bittu first got into the house he is just one month old, a little dog who wags his tail all around, very friendly and loyal.

Now he is 3 1/2 months old in these images, like most Golden Retrievers he likes water too..

This little precious has a natural obsession for chewing, he chews all most everything from sofa covers to the cord that runs from the funny-looking hole in the wall ... :P A day with him is sweeter than the fragrance of the flowers.. ;) But than Bittu always like to stay on the prankish side. Every time I command him to do something I expect him to tilt his head and obey me, instead he ignores and takes a nap. :| At the end of the day when i'm all tired i eagerly wait for him to come happily and lick me all over my face, instead he doesn't care how I feel, until I remember where the pedigree is. :( The last thing i would ask for Bittu is play fetch, the only thing he would be interested in playing with all day long is small rodents and bugs, preferable one's that look like they are in pain! #sigh!! Then again times with him are the best of the best, together we can paint a pretty rainbow up in the sky ;) . On the other hand Bittu makes me laugh :D:D,dogs are naturally comedic. Don't believe me?

May be you should get a dog too :P

Spreading Inside Information of (♥)..

I meet this guy who charmed me at his first glance . My initial feeling was he is the one . He completes me. I fell completely and hopelessly in love with him. Like every other love story starts, we started up blushing every time we pass by.

Staring at one another when one pretended as if he/she dint knew that the other is laying their eyes on them. Trying to match up with each other's attire and times when your hanky matches his hanky that's doozy .. You'll start responding like a T.v responding to remote.. But the bottom line is if your trying to make things better quickly, than it surely leads to a poor ending. It just finds way to wrong things then another and another. Eventually you'll start hating yourself for falling in "Love". For those who got their head over heels in love and want to have completely proper relation you should realize the fact that it is going to take some time, so here I am to liquor you up with my piece of advice..

• Make sure you don't rely one someone unless and until your sure of him/her.
• Try to control your paranormal senses not to work out things in a rush, hold your horses and live up every single moment. Trust me! The more experiences you try the more exciting life would be.
• When your going on a date, girls need to be very classy in their attire especially on your first date. Avoid wearing something too short or too reveling it only captures unwanted attention, something casual and comfortable tops it all.
• Say NO to sweet talk: When your partner gives unnecessary details, pretends to be someone else ,doing the unsuitable! You know what to do..
• Learn your partners interest and surprise them, don't go above and beyond whatever is required taking an extra mile will never help you much.
• After a couple of dates and spending some quality time use your head and make the right decision, don't force yourself or do things when you feel uncertain. Taking your time and coming back it wouldn't harm either of you. If you still think He/She wouldn't match you then it's better to flip the bird. If you can go ahead with he/she then your obliged to button down.
• GIVE UP GIVING ADVICE AND LEARN TO LISTEN:When your partner is feeling alone and worried, lend your ear and just smile once in a while just to let him/her to know that your paying attention and make them feel comfortable. Woman just want to share their feelings, offering an advice when necessary surely works out but in case of man, when a woman offers a piece of advice or tries to "help" you have no idea how ridiculous and stupid you might sound to him.
• When your man is silent, woman usually imagine the worst. Never ever force or try to extract the reason behind his muteness, don't try to disturb is hush-hush mood, helping him would only add more pressure so stop worrying about him or feel sorry for him. Instead do something which makes you happy and distracts yourself from him. Go out shopping, treat yourself with something delicious, watch movies anything to divert your attention.
• The most important thing about peace-loving relation is that don't try to improve your partner. Give up the thought of changing them into something heavenly, something they can never be and never want be. Trust Him/She to grow on their own. Honestly share your feelings but without the demand of Him/She should change.

So much for now..

Adios..

Indu versus Sarala (cleaned up by Hindola) P-1

Sarala: Hee hee hee hee hee...

Indu: What is it??

Sarala: Did you complete your A.C observation?

Indu: What makes you think I did?

Sarala:Hoo haa hee hay hoo...

Hindola: You always tale up something, but in the end you would be right up front..

Sarala: Hoo haa hee hay hoo..

Indu: Argghhhh!

Indu: Sarala how about shutting that moronic laugh of yours!

Sarala: Your crossing the line Indu..

Indu: I'm just being honest.. :P

Sarala: Dont you dare, blah blah blah..................................................................blah blah!! *Yawn*

Hindola: You know that she get's pissed if someone buzz upon her geeky laugh..

Indu: Whatever!

Sarala: Arghhh!

Indu: Talk to the hand..

to be continued..

C.R.U.S.H

This sweet thing is dedicated to my crush, your always my sweetheart..

CRUSH

Its 3 am in the morning and I'm wondering why do I have to lay awake and keep thinking of you..

Every time i close my eyes, I see your face and I blush.. Don't why?

I may seem crazy but don't worry I'm just fine. . .

Before I knew what I would go through you made me fall in love with you..

I'm just a crazy girl who's trying to live with her heart. . .

I know this seem desperate but desperate is what I have become. . .

I could list a million things that I like about you, but they all come to one reason that I cant live without you. .

I like the feel of your name on my lips. .

And how your scent lingers even when your not there. . .

So I grabbed my jeans of the floor and I hit the door..

Thinking of how you got me blind. . .poisoned arrows?

When we first met you stole my heart away, the look in your eyes just turns me on..

I realize your laugh is the best sound I ever heard. .

I like the way you cant keep your focus..

I watch you talk and you dint notice..

I like it when you bite your nails and play the air guitar. . .

I like the way your hair falls on your face. .

I never been so wrapped up honey..

Your my shinning light, my dream come true...

So if you think that I'm the girl of your dream than lay your head down and feel the beat...

Give a D.A.M.N

Complicated.

Confused.

Bad decisions but that's alright.

Alluring.

Wicked.

Skinny bitches everywhere.

up to speed.

Rapidity.

Try and try you can never beat me.

Misshapen.

Ill-favored.

Just deal with it.

Cheery.

Rosy.

Living upbeat.

Vicious.

Poisoned.

I Live a life of sin.

String story

String music is always "IN". It attracted me just the way an electron attracts proton. Being a Guitarist has been my all time passion, just the way every other classy but not so ordinary girl dreams of. Its definitely a big "NO" when a girl like me goes up to her daddiee and ask him to permit her for guitar classes. Atleast not in our typical south Indian family where RULES rule. so, there i was down in dumps :( Its surely hard to resist from strumming those coiled bronze strings even when you know for the fact that your dream of being a Not-So-Bad guitarist will remain a dream, for a second i was royally flushed. Its like keeping a chocolate cake right beside you and not eating, its like having a F1 car and not driving it :P and then i got really hot under my collar for cruelty towards restricting ones devotion. Just like Jimi Hendrix i pulled my socks up, grabbed my acoustic guitar and started working up on basics. At first its PANTS, and then i was tolerable but now I'm closer to striking.. :D :P ;)

P.S: I'm no match to Jimi :P